Hyperventilating!

I am so dead.



With a ton of projects weighing down on me......its no wonder i feel like i am gonna hyperventilate soon.

Geeze, its almost like i am working or something!!!



okayokay......maybe not to that extent.......

but.....it is ALOT of work.............





WHY DO THE DEADLINES HAVE TO BE ONE AFTER THE OTHER ON THE SAME WEEK?????









some holiday........

*sigh*







but...

*shit*

I am partly at fault too arent i???? me and my BAD HORRIBLE HABIT OF PROCRASTINATING!!!!

seesh.....



and not knowing how to say "no" at times...

sometimes i think i am totally crazy. I mean.......Do i think i am some bionic woman or something???? arghhh!!!!





forgive me.

told ya i am nuts.



anyways....i am glad that up till this point, i am able to at least stike one assignment off my list of about erm......10-15? hahax

SEE! i dont even remember how many i have.

i am a gonner.

okays......one down and more to go...



its gonna be a tough fight for the next few days.

**hmn....i better take breathing classes or something.....**





lets move on to nicer stuff shall we??

i went to the park near my house in the evening for a real good run today amidst the trobbing bass of my music....i wonder if i blasted it a little too loudly...*hee*

I HAVENT RAN IN AGES !!!!

and it feels so wonderful..... i think i did about roughly 5km? yea. just dont ask me how long it took! and i walked some so yea. go figure. HAHAX!=P

Come on....I HAVENT RAN FOR A LOOOOONNNNGGGG TIME !



but hey, i totally enjoyed it=))

it was fun, especially when i ran really quickly and could feel the wind in my face and my limbs seemingly to get lighter and lighter. hahax. it wasnt sustainable for long periods though.



it was a beautiful break from all the work and stuff that i have been thinking about. =D i feel like my lungs finally got a good old fill of oxygen. hehe.









someone confided to me today and...............

it touched my heart. Really.



i always am when someone does. but it was exceptionally so today.

and i wanna say...thanks=) and jiayou!!

*smile*

Daddy's birthday=)

Its papa's birthday today=)

unlike last year where i had the time to stay home and whip up an intricate meal for papa (we had jap food last year^^)

this year.....it was all done in 2hrs...with help from my maid^^ after i got home from my project.

the chicken=) all nicely decorated=P

another plate of chicken. This one...the sauce is really last minute anyhow "pong" (didi's word, not mine) one. luckily....it turned out nice according to mom=) so yea^^

these are potatoes=) went through a hell load of disaster with this one owing to the fact that i have never made this and my maid forgot she had to put flour=P finally had a batch that was okay though=D *grins*

owing to the previous disaster....this dish appeared...cus...there was lots of potato that was not good enough for the previous dish. hahax. so i cracked an egg and mixed it with the potatoes and viola. Meet the fried potato egg dish. LOL.

this is the view from the top=)

and...this is the birthday noodles =) granma always says that we have to eat noodles on birthdays and yea i didnt want papa missing out on his so i made a last minute one, jap style=P cus they are cold soba noodles with miso, seseme oil and light soy sauce=P

papa was super tired from work though. ON his Birthday! poor daddy=) glad that there was a nice meal waiting for daddy when he got home=)

oh! and didi flew out to get cake last minute for papa cus ma couldnt get it in time and dad was too tired to go get his own cake.

So didi did=) and that's one big HUG for my little bro=D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY^^

The Tapestry

As the sands of time shift hither and tither,
Each moment a life somewhere withers.

For them some cry alittle,
Others pain for long
Lost at the crossroads
Fearing that both choices are wrong.

Yet every moment
A thread each person adds
To a piece of cloth that will record
the colours of their life.

Some are big
for the years spent weaving was long.
Others are smaller
but yet beautiful as well.

Some are vibrant,
Others tainted with black and grey.
But each one connects with another
to create a beautiful tapestry of Life to display.

Weave your story
and even if others stop short of yours
Remember them, cherish them
and treasure your chance that you can weave for longer.

Treasure them, cherish them
And always know.......

that as the sands of time shift hither and tither
while the many lives wither
there are new ones that start weaving
and take a place of their own
in the tapestry of Life.


-SanSan-



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what i want to paint....

Recently finished reading the unabridged version of King Arthur and the knights of the round table......

and i am enamoured by the beautiful stories of love and courage of SirTristram and Lady Iseult, Sir Launcelot and Queen Guinevere and the one that i love most of all......................

was SirGeriant and Lady Enid..................

if ever i have the chance............i would love to paint my own version of a SirGeriant&LadyEnid potrait........

what wouldn't i give???

reading all these made me go into quite an "emo" mood and...

I, chancing on the left over paint used to prepare for my lesson at the childcare tomorrow,

painted this.....

at the back of the leftover drawing block cardboard.......and actually...i was using it in place of newspaper for other drawings( explains the red eyes and the random looking squarish things near the center)

hahhax

i guess this has to satisfy the artistic desires in me for now

hahax=P

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recent staples in my survival kit

without a doubt my fave cook is my papa......i mean...just look at this.....its simple fare....but its da bomb! the taste to me is exquisite=) however, here are some of the things that are in my survival kit for any old busy week or when i dont want to rush with people during the lunch rush hour........ onigiri ( this pic was taken off the web=P )

vitasoy soy milk^^

gilico's collon=P

-------> they have green tea! dang..havent seen it in S'pore i wanna try it when i get the chance=P

tamago(egg) sushi other sushis=) had this one in the school Library=P heh. opps* i couldnt help but think of how Nodame goes "tamago tamago" in the show Nodame Cantabile

ohhhh yea...and i can't help but add this........

recently got alittle addicted to peanut butter....................

imagine the joy when i saw this on the dinning table=P thanks to my uncle^^

its kinda dark i know....but LOOK!!! it's LARGER than a LOAF OF BREAD!!!

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looking back

now that i look back.......


i could have died that day..........

it was the day before the day i watched the phantom of the opera.......
i was crossing the zebra crossing near my house........and spied from the corner of my eye that a car was coming...but.....it was too far away....so i instinctively stepped foward........

i looked left............



in a matter of seconds.....i saw a taxi screech to a halt with my very eyes.........




just inches away from my left leg.....

any nearer.....i could have been hit......

and obviously.....for it to come so fast...it most probably was speeding.......
therefore, if you do the equation, that would mean a darn huge impact that would wound me seriously................



which in turn equates to....................no going home.....no phantom of the opera......... and most importantly...........no seeing gohonzon again.......


at that moment...i felt so protected by the gohonzon............



i mean................my friends could have been at my wake instead of watching the phantom of the opera with me the next day or doing their own stuff at home......................


okok...i know this is albiet an extreamist kind of view.....

but hey..........it could have happened...right???


my legs wobbled alittle as i walked home....and my heart thudded like crazy..........


when i finally arrived home and knelt down to sansho infront of the gohonzon...........

i my heart..........i was like........"yokatta ne"







thus..................i feel that i am still here today...because there is something i must do..........
a mission i must accomplish..................



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