Updates.........

hey world,

girl in office now.
finished 2nd last semester a month ago
in 3rd wk of job now.
hope they'll extend contract=p

thing is, 1st week, excel file and event.
2nd week, still stare at excel file.
3rd week, excel over n done with. no new excel to stare at.

all the other miscelleneous jobs have been done

lucky thing is that i have a damn nice view from my window=)
i have greens to look at to rest my eyes (which i forgot to do alot when i was staring at the excel files.




i do hope they give me somehing that can sustain for more weeks than one

despite slacking being shuang, i'd rather be occupied.





movin on to other things,

i am gOnna be dancing again=)
totally chionging rehersals now.....
cheography nOt finalised yet.....shucks.....




and i have alot of pending art work for student activity.................................

no sleep tonight again......

was kinda sianned after the final meeting on wednesday where things were to be presented....

i m confused as to what my behaviour should be......

okay granted, i need better time management......i should have finished asking the other party all the questions......
but i was seriously curious....
i was giving a hypothesis...................
u mean i cant even do that?
what if it really happens?? what is the correct way of handling??

okay, i sound like i m trying to answer for my actions, covering my own ass and pushing my right.......


i should stop that....



girl here is inexperienced ya.....havent been doing activity in ages.

but yet again,

what is the truth? what is the correct way?

do i just take everything at face value.....

can i even ask?


sometimes, i think i should just shut up, don't use brain and stone....
cus say anything also can't do anything deshyo?

mom says its not about them, its about you.
yea........
i tink so too....
the basic realm of anger, the innate ability of arrogance, the want for perfection..............
it runs like an enbalm in my family's blood.....


am so blardy tired by all these confusing things and situations......




don't think i m ready for anything, needless to say leading...

mae once said that we are never ready for these sort of thing........

maybe, maybe.....



i even have time to blog, oh my......this job is cute...

i have japanese class homework....
wished i brought to office man......



sigh......





i so miss the kids from childcare







gosh, michelle has a blogshop....
i m so freaking tempted can???

totally gonna buy at least 2=pp

hahahahahx

will put her link up in the corner =PpP




crazy little world that we live in...........