Lessons learnt

Society is a university in its own right.....
If you open your eyes and heart, one realises that there are a million things to learn.....
Some seem so insignificant that they dont seem like lessons.....but they are!

What i learnt today:
*Always read the fine print in any document.
* Never expect others to pity you, becuase theyhave their own problems too.....
* sometimes, you just have to do it......and do it with a smile, or you forfiet a happy experience. (mind over body)




FIghto- Oh!!!

with all the assignments......i just have to live through this week and life will be better, and i can live easy......
this week is packed.....
but..........忍一忍就会过去了。

笑一笑， 没什么事情过不了。
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with every failed move, stand up and try again, aiming for perfection.
face it with determination and readiness in the eyes, because the audience can tell.
dicipline is one of the keys..........................


that's dance.............


and that's life.......

过一天算一天

好久没有用华文来写东西了。也许我忽略华文太久了吧？怎么感觉上打华文字变得很难，有些简简单单的字都记不起。搞什么嘛。。。这根本是辜负了从小学二年级开始教我华文的补习老师了啊。。。
但老师，至少我还是喜欢华文，还是觉得它是一个充满情感的优美语言。
不知为什么， 总觉得有些情感用华文描绘出来总是比较动人， 总是比较有意思。
想想看， 一连串英文字往往能以华文的四个字表达出来。。。妙。

最近，学校功课一个接一个， 感觉上好像是无法停息的海浪，一直往岸上冲。
我每个星期还要练舞两次。（但练舞是个非常快乐的时光，所以无所谓为啦！）

但累还是会的嘛。。。
只能过一天算一天。。。。

我一向来。。。。不太有时间观念。。。
所以。。。。在我应该练日文的时候，在我应该赶功课的时候。。。
惭愧的。。。我往往会被网路上的偶像剧给迷惑。

昨天刚看完微笑Pasta...虽然是去年早已播放的戏， 但是还是非常喜欢！！
也让我觉得，嘿！张栋梁还蛮不错嘛！Cyndi 也让我觉得，嘿！你这样才对嘛！just the right amount of cuteness....

记得当时张栋梁刚出道的时候，我看着他的封面照， 我心里想：这个摄影师真是够烂，怎么把他拍得黑眼圈那么明显？害这个新人看起来那么疲惫。他的歌声是委婉动听的， 都是摄影师啦。。所以，我那个时候就并没有觉得他是一个好看的人，只是平平凡凡而已。
谁知到，他为了讲华语运动而来访我的中学， 我看到他本人。。。。
才发现。。。。。他是好看的啊。。。
他穿得很casual, 头上带这个baseball cap, 但我记得。。一旦他笑了起来。。。
那个笑容是有足于力量来照亮全场的观众！


看了微笑pasta......我确实是成为他的粉丝了！因为。。。。他平凡，但久了。。he grows on you...
okay...or maybe its just me k??? HAHAX!
***i even joined his official portal as a member***
----〉但加入的一个重点是跟他说生日快乐啦。。。





i m inspired though......
最近有试着作词编曲。。。
但都是不是很见的人的啦。。。。



刚刚才从外婆口中得知，在外公年轻的时候， 他的舞艺非凡， 跳起Tango全场会目不转睛。
我家的艺术细胞是不是各代相传？我爸妈歌唱跳舞是还好，但他们并没有对艺术有像火一般在烧的热情。 反而我和弟弟 love the arts......



maybe we were born for the stage and didnt know it.




***华文真的不容易 type ahhhh!!****


今晚就到此为止吧。

looking back

i took abit of time while i suffered from writers block for lesson plans to read though all my past entries..................

its abit hair raising, reading about things that have happened in my life and remembering; that each entry is like a milestone.

i look back and realise its been 2 years since i said goodbye to XinMin.
Alot of my friends in JC are taking their As now and its already drawing to an end.

Once in awhile, it dawns on me that i can be part of them right now, antogonising over the big As.

It is not all the time that i feel this way, but i can't deny the fact that my going into early childhood was because i was

1.running away from JC, from stress which i know i probably would be able to manage if i wasnt that afraid to try.
2. Too afraid to choose something that i like, like design, dance, mass comm, fine art or theater. I could have gotten into most of the above said courses, but i felt that i was obliged to choose something that my father could accept as a suitable sustainable rice bowl filler for my future. ( if not how the hell will i be able to convince him to let me run away, no make it sprint away, from JC?)
3. Too afraid to die is science courses, like BioMed, which i totally started to have an inkling of regret when i had certain sudden aspirations to be a neuro surgeon/ oncologist/ paedeatrician.

I know my gal pals in JC would tell me to stop being crazy as i have been having a better academic life doing something useful and enjoyable.
I love the kids i work with. I really dont mind teaching them and spending time with them and caring for them. I really like children.


The problem lies in me having too many interests and things that i know i can be good at if i put my heart to it.

I mean look at me.........
I like the arts, singing, dancing, painting, litreture, theater, music, languages.......
i know i can do science if i want to.............(its the want or not issue here)
I sometimes think of being a lawyer, a dancer, a painter, an artiste, a Bussiness Exec, a therepist, a paediatrician, a dermatologist, an oncologist, a neurosurgeon, a nurse, a violinist, a CEO, a fashion designer, a make-up artisit, an interior decorater, a journalist, an author, a translator, a play therepist, a child life support staff in the hospital, a consuellor, setting up a art based preschool........................

besides being a good teacher..............or supervisor/principal etc.



i cant be all at the same time can i???

hahac.


someone once wrote a comment for me on my blog with regards to one of my first few but quite emo posts....


he / she said that it is the choices that we make that makes things what they are...




which one then is my calling????





only time will tell....................

Teaching Nervosia

Teaching Nervorsia: Bout of nervousness that occurs before one starts teaching or when one is planning for a lesson. Symptoms may include feelings of inadequacy, staring at a lesson plan template on the computer for a very long time and not typing anything, lack of confidence and worrying.

If there ever were such a phrase/ medical terminology, that is my defination.

I feel so unprepared for teaching.
Will i tell a good story?
WHat will the field supervisor think?
What kind of lesson is suitable??
Will i finish my assignments in time?
WIll i write a good lesson plan?
WIll the kids listen to me?






i guess its all due to a slight phobia of things screwing up.


i still havent heard from my field supervisor.
i hope to soon!!
so that i know when to plan my lessons for and how much time i have.





wish me luck!

arts intoxication

my life is so infused with the arts these days.....

we got a piano on deepavali and these days, i have been returning home to the sounds of real good music, quodos to my little brother who is attemping the 20page Moonlight Sonata (this guy doesnt even have a grade in music to speak of but man, can he play) and other random pieces like Secrets and all time favourites like Love Story, Fur Elise, Maraige DeAmour and more.
The feeling of coming home to such beautiful devine music just makes me feel so happy=)

Looking at my lil'bro's fingers fly over the piano keys sometimes makes me feel like such a talentless bum. hahax!


but that is not just it,


all along, my eyes grow bigger when i see people dance ( okay, granted. since my eyes are small, lets just say grow a teeny weeny bit wider okay?=)), like when i saw Paso doble and ballroom dances or other emotion evoking dances. I like the fire burning in the dancers eyes, the emotion pulsating in their every move.
and i want to dance when i hear a "dancable" track.=) ( but i will look crazy if i were or public transport so i resort to tapping my fingers/ feet or walking to the beat)

therefore i am SUPER ELATED that dance practices at Spiko has started=)
its grueling, tiring and man does my leg hurt.
However, it is also spell-binding and intriguing and teaches hell lot of perserverence.
i LOVE it with a capital L!
so much so i dont want practices to end even though i am bone tired....
i love the way how each dancer's movement flows together. There is just this beautiful fluid flow, like a transfer of something magical and i am beginning to feel it. =) I sure dont want it to stop.









i look foward to it so much that i wish i were in art school=P hahax.
( oh yea! run away from your course and dance everyday!)

18

Announcement: I am 18!
(so stop thinking i am 20=P)

Yeap. My 18th birthday just passed in blur. A blur that made me feel loved by the people around me and appreciative of what they have done for me. They have made it a blast, according to my dictionary.


I got treated to dinner by Ivy on my birthday eve.


On the actual day, I went out to celebrate by having a lunch and a K-box session with Mae , JingYi and tedsi. Thanks peeps for making it memorable even though we met lousy service that day=) and...........you all were geniuses, you all got the secret recipe banana chocolate cake to stand upright when it was packed flat, and even managed to stick a birthday candle on it!!!!! and thanks for the gorgeous gift peeps=)


There after it was the weekly friday chanting at PC and there, i recieved wishes from numerous people, a special gift=), and a VERY VERY LOUD birthday song right at PC's doorstep that made me tomato red in the face( i think so laa, i can't see myself you know)....


oh, and not to forget the well wishes from my darling friends from secondary school who couldnt meet me, havnt seen me in ages and yet still remembered. Hugs to everyone out there=))


and then came the problem..............after friday chanting , it was a tad too late to get cake...........




but when i opened the door to my home, there was my sweet,adorable, crazy brother trying to bake one for me=))








thats how it looks like=)) cool eh??? i am being called a noob (aka idiot who duznt know *insert subject**) and given a cake that has the main ingredient: eggs, threfore making it a JiDanGao=PP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ooooo yeAh!





i told my bro to put the word "ass" next year. hahahax!





then came the next problem..................


no birthday candle.






we took a old unsued white candle, stuck it on a paper cupcake case and put it beside the cake=) genius!


=PpP





it isnt the most perfect of birthdays, with a noob labled ji dan gao and all, but man i like it!
and for more reasons than this............................

I crown my 18th the best birthday ever since my brain could decipher what the word birthday means=)





here's the gifts=))



i just realised the colour combi is nice. hahax!

Mom's birthday=)

Mom celebrated her 50th birthday today with a quick dinner of myojo chicken abalone instant noodles (due to a communication break down between my dad, maid and I, it was thought that they werent coming home for dinner you see...) and a i/c meeting=P well plus a chocolate truffle cake , chocolates and Eclairs^^

It was however, a very scaled down affair compared to the past, where my brother and I being the kids that we were decorated the whole house. I remember a time when we were still in lower primary, the both of us used crepe paper and made a colourful paper curtain just after the main door of our old flat in Ang Mo Kio. There was also a time, in upper primary, the year we shifted to our current home , where we folded numerous paper cranes and decorated the path outside her bedroom door using it and made out the words Happy Birthday. See, told you this year was so...scaled down. heh.

but she is happy all the same=)

but....................it just reminds me that hey, it HAS been almost 18 years since she and I met in this world, since she first cuddled me, and she is now half a century old. Had i lost her to cancer 3 years ago, i wonder what kind of life i would be leading today? It is beautiful isnt it? That life itself carves out so many stories of hope, courage, sacrifice and love?

Everyone has a story to tell.....if only there were enough people who learnt the true art of listening with their souls.

it also made me rather aware that there could have been another 5 year old running around, possibly making my brother and I buy rainbow coloured streamers and a cartoon cake for mom. What would this child look like? I sometimes wonder. Would he/she inherit the dark brown stright hair from mom just like my brother and I? Would our eyes be the same? Would he/she try to outshine his/her brother and sister by having thicker lips than me or a cheekier smile than my brother? Oh i do wonder....

Yet these things make me realise that in all these years, my mother has taught me more things than i know.
She has taught me courage in times of adversity and strength, the zeal to stand up and realise our mistakes and move on but never forgetting the lesson.
She has taught me to cherish life and each child, every heartbeat of it.

I may not be the most courageous, nor the nicest or kindest.
But i know for one thing that I will learn from and write my own story in life.

And i also want to learn of the stories of people all over........
Heart warming stories, that speak the truth of everyday life.

Happy Birthday Mom=)

Heidi ANd Travis Episode 16

i remember the first time i watched someone dancing Paso doble( a MAcho latin dance with the guy as the bullfighter and they lady the cape)...and it was them....Heidi n Travis from so u think u can dance. It was on TV mobile and i was so MESMERISED that i took out my phone n typed down the dance style. Look at them people....it may just be a dance competition....and they may not be the best dancers in the world....BUT......look at they way they look at each other....the passion and fire that fly from each others eyes...simply and utterly amazing...

Been there, done that

just look at it!! i have neglected my blog for.....................hmn....about a month i guess....
at the point of my last entry, i was at the begining of my second term back at school after the 2 week break which included a senior student kenshu...............

and now..........i have finished my first semester of my second year in poly!!! i ended my last exam paper today!! holidays officially start!
i don't even need to mention that time flies like a freaking shooting star on a bullet train right?
Let's take a look at what i have done since the last entry:

the school assignements:

• CD2.1 playkit
• FP 2.1 art lesson plans and evaluation
• Taught 3 music and movement lessons too and evaluation.
• DLE designing classroom for preschooler.
• Academic Writing Grammer test.
• Academic Writing mini thesis. topic: cosmetic surgery.
• Math learning corner.
• Math Lesson Plan and Overall eveluation.
• DLE Acessing OUtDoor playground.
• Self Awareness Management Group Activity on Courage.
• Financial Management Group Assignment (planning a funfair)

the exams:

• Child Development 2.1: Infant and Toddler.
• DLE 2.1: Designing Learning Environments
• Japanese Final Module Asessment
• Finanacial Management Final Module Asessment

the shopping:

• black velvet shoes.
• bronze slipper
• grey giodarno tank.
• 2 white tops from Little Match Girl
• green tank.
• and counting............

As well as.....

seen this:

and totally love it=)


(credits:http://www.channelnewsasia.com/stories/singaporelocalnews/view/293103/1/.html)


watched:
-The devil wears prada and am totally in love with the clothes=P
- Attention Please (japanese drama series) and am crazy about it.
-世界の中心で、愛を叫ぶ。Crying Out Love at the Center of the Earth (jap drama) and its making me ponder about things.

Listened to:
-Chris Daughtry and i think he is really not bad a singer^^
-Rihanna's umbrella & shut up and drive and putting it on reply mode on my comp and MP3.=D
-OutKast's Hey Ya and think its kinda catchy and cute.
-Beyonce's Crazy in Love and not getting sick of it yet.
-Shakira's Hip's don't lie and dancing to it.
-Chirstina Aguilera's El Beso Del Final
---and so much more.........music is part of my life u know=P

Met up with my gal pal from Secondary School=) Serene=) and we called Joanne and said Happy Birthday to her over the phone (with the phone on speaker mode in the middle of a thai resataurant in Hougang Mall=P)

As well as planned and helped out in the food comm (like going 3 times to sheng shiong @ haig road?) for the Junior Student Kenshu 07 and attended it.=)

I also went swimming (when i was supposed to be studying) and a got a tad darker than before.

Daddy also went to Germany and back=) (he bought a flowery reddish porceline piggy bank for didi=P)

Ohh...and as a note. I found out that my parents are darn cute.=) cus when i arrived home today, the 2 of them (who for once have a chance to sit at home and slack) instead of watching what typical families watch, i.e. channel 8/5/U, they were watching........NATIONAL GEOGRAPHIC CHANNEL and mom was so excited and anxious over the anaconda attacking the anteater and the two of them were arguing over whether the anaconda really got finish off the anteater or not.... =)) hahax!!! n i love them that way=P


and this is only a summary peeps. summary.


holidays are here! time to break a leg and do fun stuff and work! oh yea.

Recently......最近は。。。。。。

Well, i must say that time really flies! I m already at the end of my second week back at school!

The first day back.....had to do a project presentation....luckily, it was story telling. However, the nightmare only started when i arrived home.....for i had to "chiong" out the project that I had to hand in on Tuesday......which is an A3 size poster about myself, with reflections on 3 things, like your significant/special moment in you life , and the works. I had to do laminating and had to head out to the mall to do it......thus, i only officially started making the poster at about 9pm. I managed to finish decorating at around 2am and was too tired to type out the refelctions and fell asleep briefly infront of the computer, before i eventually got up and went to bed. (aftermath of a sleep lacking holiday and kenshu=P) but hey.....i am totally proud of the finished product! i was so happy that before i handed it in...i couldnt help but take pictures! here they are!

きれいい　です　か。(pretty poster?)　haha! =PP jokin^^

Anyways...during lecture on tuesday....for my self awareness managment module....we had games and there was this fashion show thing and my group made me be the model aka mascot=P look at wad they did to me.......

I think i look like a Chun-Li [street fighter] wannabe..

or some japanese cosplayer / girl u see in those jap fashion impromto on the streets shots *laughs hysterically*

and i really had to post this [below] , even though it isnt a very good pic but still.....

what interesting earrings i have eh??? **laughs like mad**

anyways...after class that day was an exachange with japanese high school students in school before rushing back to hougang to give tuition and after that was another bout of "chionging" for another project (children's playkit) to be handed in on wednesday afternoon....and i had attachement on wednesday morning! Where i had to teach!!!! argghhhh!! i totally went almost to the point of hysteria.......

After wednesday.....things began to seem better..... I was TOTALLY looking foward to FRIDAY!! hahax.....but...i still had to go through another bout of "chionging"[not so bad this time though] for my field practicum individual assignment on Wednesday night since it was due 8am the next morning.......

Thur, had to wake up VERY early since lesson starts at 8am........by then..........

i really felt burnt out and zombie-fied...........and thursdays are my longest days......cus i have jap class in school till 8pm......

i was physically becoming "panda-fied" too.....

but once jap class was over, a huge stone seem to have rolled away=) i could breathe better^^ and Friday was totally a relaxing day compared to the entire week...which i can only say "HOORAY!!"

SAturday came, and I spent my afternoon out with ivy and went Kinokuniya in Takashimaya=)) to finally purchase a Japanese Grammer book and also the japanese version of the book for the show One Litre of Tears [despite the fact that i cant comprehend past the first line, it will serve as my source of motivation to speed up my jap learnig!]...all these just before S'pore hikes her GST to 7% on July 1st the next day=P......then i parted ways with Ivy and went to the airport to have dinner with my parents and bro n see my dad off for he was going to Germany for a week=) Man.....i love the airport!=D

Sunday was Kosenrufu chanting and i had choir after that.....then.....i went orchard...AGAIN!! this time to study jap with mae...orchard library has good atmosphere btw.....then later....the 2 of us met up with the grp of peeps who went to watch transfomer [ huiqi, huishan, yikai, weichuan and hongming] and had dinner at yoshinoya-cineleisure, before heading for a cup of coffee at TCC.......huiqi n huishan left early though before coffee..=) after coffee.....they all walked back to Dhoby Gaut stn with me=PP arigatou ne minna san!!ありがとう　ね　みんなさん！[thanks all of ya^^] i took an espresso shot cus i knew i had to keep awake once i got home...cus i promised myself that i had to edit stuff for my project=P apparently.....caffine no longer works its magic cus i am too tired.....managed to zzz afterall......

The moment i woke up the next day....it was yet another busy day at school.....with assignment up due on Tuesday...it was yet another chionging night...hahax!

i kept telling myself though.....after tuesday...things will be better.....=D

and it was.....

counting that i had a slacky tuesday afternoon cus i cut afternoon class as well as a slacky wednesday afternoon....both filled with pig-out session and movies[watched the devil wears prada and i love it^^ plus the clothes=P] as well as enjoyable japanese class homework...thur was the usual with jap class till 8pm......

and viola! it was friday again!!!!

wee~~!!!!!

then saturday!!!!...........filled with tuition giving and PC activitites=D

then sunday!!! and papa will be home !!! in the evening.....meaning...dinner at the airport!!!! weee!!!!!!!!!!!!

told you time flies^^

-timeless-

言葉はいらない

Hyperventilating!

I am so dead.



With a ton of projects weighing down on me......its no wonder i feel like i am gonna hyperventilate soon.

Geeze, its almost like i am working or something!!!



okayokay......maybe not to that extent.......

but.....it is ALOT of work.............





WHY DO THE DEADLINES HAVE TO BE ONE AFTER THE OTHER ON THE SAME WEEK?????









some holiday........

*sigh*







but...

*shit*

I am partly at fault too arent i???? me and my BAD HORRIBLE HABIT OF PROCRASTINATING!!!!

seesh.....



and not knowing how to say "no" at times...

sometimes i think i am totally crazy. I mean.......Do i think i am some bionic woman or something???? arghhh!!!!





forgive me.

told ya i am nuts.



anyways....i am glad that up till this point, i am able to at least stike one assignment off my list of about erm......10-15? hahax

SEE! i dont even remember how many i have.

i am a gonner.

okays......one down and more to go...



its gonna be a tough fight for the next few days.

**hmn....i better take breathing classes or something.....**





lets move on to nicer stuff shall we??

i went to the park near my house in the evening for a real good run today amidst the trobbing bass of my music....i wonder if i blasted it a little too loudly...*hee*

I HAVENT RAN IN AGES !!!!

and it feels so wonderful..... i think i did about roughly 5km? yea. just dont ask me how long it took! and i walked some so yea. go figure. HAHAX!=P

Come on....I HAVENT RAN FOR A LOOOOONNNNGGGG TIME !



but hey, i totally enjoyed it=))

it was fun, especially when i ran really quickly and could feel the wind in my face and my limbs seemingly to get lighter and lighter. hahax. it wasnt sustainable for long periods though.



it was a beautiful break from all the work and stuff that i have been thinking about. =D i feel like my lungs finally got a good old fill of oxygen. hehe.









someone confided to me today and...............

it touched my heart. Really.



i always am when someone does. but it was exceptionally so today.

and i wanna say...thanks=) and jiayou!!

*smile*

Daddy's birthday=)

Its papa's birthday today=)

unlike last year where i had the time to stay home and whip up an intricate meal for papa (we had jap food last year^^)

this year.....it was all done in 2hrs...with help from my maid^^ after i got home from my project.

the chicken=) all nicely decorated=P

another plate of chicken. This one...the sauce is really last minute anyhow "pong" (didi's word, not mine) one. luckily....it turned out nice according to mom=) so yea^^

these are potatoes=) went through a hell load of disaster with this one owing to the fact that i have never made this and my maid forgot she had to put flour=P finally had a batch that was okay though=D *grins*

owing to the previous disaster....this dish appeared...cus...there was lots of potato that was not good enough for the previous dish. hahax. so i cracked an egg and mixed it with the potatoes and viola. Meet the fried potato egg dish. LOL.

this is the view from the top=)

and...this is the birthday noodles =) granma always says that we have to eat noodles on birthdays and yea i didnt want papa missing out on his so i made a last minute one, jap style=P cus they are cold soba noodles with miso, seseme oil and light soy sauce=P

papa was super tired from work though. ON his Birthday! poor daddy=) glad that there was a nice meal waiting for daddy when he got home=)

oh! and didi flew out to get cake last minute for papa cus ma couldnt get it in time and dad was too tired to go get his own cake.

So didi did=) and that's one big HUG for my little bro=D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY^^

The Tapestry

As the sands of time shift hither and tither,
Each moment a life somewhere withers.

For them some cry alittle,
Others pain for long
Lost at the crossroads
Fearing that both choices are wrong.

Yet every moment
A thread each person adds
To a piece of cloth that will record
the colours of their life.

Some are big
for the years spent weaving was long.
Others are smaller
but yet beautiful as well.

Some are vibrant,
Others tainted with black and grey.
But each one connects with another
to create a beautiful tapestry of Life to display.

Weave your story
and even if others stop short of yours
Remember them, cherish them
and treasure your chance that you can weave for longer.

Treasure them, cherish them
And always know.......

that as the sands of time shift hither and tither
while the many lives wither
there are new ones that start weaving
and take a place of their own
in the tapestry of Life.


-SanSan-



-timeless-
言葉はいらない

what i want to paint....

Recently finished reading the unabridged version of King Arthur and the knights of the round table......

and i am enamoured by the beautiful stories of love and courage of SirTristram and Lady Iseult, Sir Launcelot and Queen Guinevere and the one that i love most of all......................

was SirGeriant and Lady Enid..................

if ever i have the chance............i would love to paint my own version of a SirGeriant&LadyEnid potrait........

what wouldn't i give???

reading all these made me go into quite an "emo" mood and...

I, chancing on the left over paint used to prepare for my lesson at the childcare tomorrow,

painted this.....

at the back of the leftover drawing block cardboard.......and actually...i was using it in place of newspaper for other drawings( explains the red eyes and the random looking squarish things near the center)

hahhax

i guess this has to satisfy the artistic desires in me for now

hahax=P

-timeless-
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recent staples in my survival kit

without a doubt my fave cook is my papa......i mean...just look at this.....its simple fare....but its da bomb! the taste to me is exquisite=) however, here are some of the things that are in my survival kit for any old busy week or when i dont want to rush with people during the lunch rush hour........ onigiri ( this pic was taken off the web=P )

vitasoy soy milk^^

gilico's collon=P

-------> they have green tea! dang..havent seen it in S'pore i wanna try it when i get the chance=P

tamago(egg) sushi other sushis=) had this one in the school Library=P heh. opps* i couldnt help but think of how Nodame goes "tamago tamago" in the show Nodame Cantabile

ohhhh yea...and i can't help but add this........

recently got alittle addicted to peanut butter....................

imagine the joy when i saw this on the dinning table=P thanks to my uncle^^

its kinda dark i know....but LOOK!!! it's LARGER than a LOAF OF BREAD!!!

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looking back

now that i look back.......


i could have died that day..........

it was the day before the day i watched the phantom of the opera.......
i was crossing the zebra crossing near my house........and spied from the corner of my eye that a car was coming...but.....it was too far away....so i instinctively stepped foward........

i looked left............



in a matter of seconds.....i saw a taxi screech to a halt with my very eyes.........




just inches away from my left leg.....

any nearer.....i could have been hit......

and obviously.....for it to come so fast...it most probably was speeding.......
therefore, if you do the equation, that would mean a darn huge impact that would wound me seriously................



which in turn equates to....................no going home.....no phantom of the opera......... and most importantly...........no seeing gohonzon again.......


at that moment...i felt so protected by the gohonzon............



i mean................my friends could have been at my wake instead of watching the phantom of the opera with me the next day or doing their own stuff at home......................


okok...i know this is albiet an extreamist kind of view.....

but hey..........it could have happened...right???


my legs wobbled alittle as i walked home....and my heart thudded like crazy..........


when i finally arrived home and knelt down to sansho infront of the gohonzon...........

i my heart..........i was like........"yokatta ne"







thus..................i feel that i am still here today...because there is something i must do..........
a mission i must accomplish..................



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officially a tutor

i m now officially a tutor=)
wee!
am tutoring this little primary one girl
and well...its ok.

i hope i can be a good teacher to her and that she improves.............

gosh.....teaching...is a huge responsiblity.
and i really want to do a good job!

fightin!

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My first time teaching.....

Today......was my first time teaching...



theory always seems so easy....

but truth to be told...it sure isnt...

i had to implement an art lesson today. The lesson was about tyre printing with paint and paper, you know, where one uses the wheels of toy cars , dips its wheels into paint and roll it on paper? yea...like that.

sounds simple???




oh no....hahax
teaching is never easy i guess=P
for one thing, the kids were too interested with what was in my bag of cars compared to the song that i was singing as a tuning-in activity for them to pull their attention to the task at hand.

also, while they rolled the cars on the paper, they actually worked up stored energy (for the car was a wind up toy) in the toy car and, when they lifted it off the paper, the wheel spun on its own in a frenzy, sending sprays of paint flying in all directions. Thankfully, the sprays were small ones though the children got them in their hair and on their faces. Lucky they wore their art aprons. whew!

at first, they did not seem very used to the idea of paint all over them, and kinda "sa jiao-ed" for someone to clean them up the first time the paints flew, however, i made it seem like it was nothing and soon they were enjoying the exprience, squealing in joy when the paint got on them. they enjoyed it and so did i, though i never really got to close my lesson properly( gotta work on classroom management...die....). Indulge in the mess! hahax...that makes it all fun.=)





will jiayou for the next one...........



very soon, i will have to be observed by my feild mentor for my teaching skills and all...................

***bites nails***


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野田めぐみ と チ秋さま＝）のだめカンタビェ おもしろいい です！

最近、私　日本のドラマ：のだめカンタビェ　は　見ました。

このドラマは　すごいいですね！野田めぐみとチ秋さまから霊感をえります。今、私　音楽のべんきょ時　ほんとに期待して！

写真お見せてくださいよ！

今　私　My Boss My Hero (日本のドラマ）見ますよ！これもおもしろいですね！

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Update=) Mother's Day=)

Mother's Day last sunday was just like the usual, but yet it was still special=) though we celebrated on a Saturday=)

I got granny her carnations ( it's her favourite flower) and and for mommy....i got her a purple rose=)

I really love the exquisite elegance that most flowers exlude, especially roses.

here are the pictures i took=) the blue roses are from DiDi...and they are gorgeous too!

Nice? Nice?? hee=)

why did i say that it was still special even though it was celebrated with homecooked food by our chef( my dear daddy=D).......coupled with a gift of simple flowers and hugs and kisses??

well, because.........i can feel that i genuinely love my mother more than ever......

i feel that our family's bond has grown so much closer after mummy's cancer.....we have learnt that life....is short.....

and we are all trying to better or practice and faith in gohonzon...together.....

and.......we are much much closer than before....now a days......i can talk to daddy...without going into this great big fight most of the time....in the past.....this used to be as rare as a blue moon......

and......i hug mommy more now....as well as daddy=)

and i love my granny too.....even if i can get mad at her sometimes......she is still a grand old dame=)

i love u mommy=) i love u too papa=) and i love u also grandma^^

hugs**

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The Phantom of the Opera

i wanted to update my blog AGES (ok, 1.5weeks) ago........but due to some technical fault with Singtel and Blogger.........i could'nt!!!

then, i saw the singtel truck turning at the cross junction when i was walking home from the busstop and i figured...."hey, maybe they fixed it?"

and lo and behold...when i logged in....yikai left a message in my tagboard that said something like....blogger should be working now.....

and....OHYEA=P it is! wooo! i can click on "new post" without having to see an error message=)

It had to break down on me right at the time where i had the mood.......seesh

anyway....now that i can get in here.....

i want to talk about THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!!

i finally went to watch it on the 8th of May 2007 with Alice and YiKai.

it was fantabulous, marvelous + all the nice adjectives one can ever say i suppose...

it was beautiful.........their singing was heart-stopping.....just so darn good....i watched the movie a great many times and ended up singing along in my head thoughout the show=P.

and.......through their voices.....i could sense their feelings and pain....especially the phantom when he called out to christine while writhing from the pain of unrequited love.......my heart really did ache for the poor poor phantom.........

the set was totally gorgeous and changed so fast!! beautiful mechanics at work yea? i mean....you get a real chandelier that rises to the middle of the theaterette....a rehersal studio on the stage......a foggy misty river....an underground vault....a ballroom......all just on that little stage infront of us....changing so quickly like it was magic!

i really LOVED the part where the phantom and christine were in a boat crossing a misty river....the fog was thick....billowy and just so.............................mysterious and out of this world......and the boat REALLY looked like it was gliding across water!!!! HoW DID THEY DO THAT?????? the mist was so thick that it covered the orchestra=PP the poor conductor (a girl btw.)....i wondered how could she see.....

i saw one of my all time favourite musicals come alive before my very eyes........

and.............i was inside the ESPLANADE =) watching a ticketed show in a traditional horse-shoe

shaped theater for the first time in my life!!! the interiors are GORGEOUS!

i think i will die happy......***hahahx.....yea right.....who ever really knows?***

so lets change that to....-i will die a little happier than what i was supposed to feel at that moment in time=PPPPP

here is a picture of us during the intermission......

i really think i look like a "bird" in this picture..........hahax. darn the fringe...LOL!!!!!!

and here is a picture that i took of my ticket=) together with my rose pendent( a gift from grandma) and my black ribbon and brown fur bracelet.=))

oh yea=) and when i reached home after the show=) i cam-whore-ed just a little=))

the memory of it all will stay etched in my heart always

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DBSG_Star King 4/7 [ENG SUB]

this is the variety show that i talked about in my previous post! where the miniature DBSK and DBSK appeared together=)) it is SOOOO CUTE!!! watch people watch! the kids are SOOOOO adorable!!!! (will post my fave part of this segment later-the Xiah and his mini part) wee!

phone resuscitation in process........

darn......
first, my phone couldnt allow me to hear what the other party is saying at times for almost 1/2 a year.......

and now...................................................................
i think the connection between the screen and the main "brain" of the phone has been terminated.....rahhhhhhhhz....boo!!!!!........

my phone's "central nervous system" has broken down!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
darn....
its just so weird......because, at first.....the keypad was unable to type anything on the screen.....then......the screen blacked out.........
later, upon reaching home, my lil'bro checked it....and realised that you can make calls with it still!!!!!!!!!!
just that the screen is blacked out....................................................................






i am thinking of going down to the service center right NOW!!!! and asking them to quote me the price of servicing my phone.....if it is toooo "boh hua"...................
i will just heck and "open my eyes big big"(yea right...how big can they get???heh.) and plead for papa's and mama's help in getting a new one...................................




in the mean time.....................
i got to stick to dad&mine&didi's old phone (the phone was passed down in that order)...........
a sony erricson t610..........
it's WAYYYY better than a black screen anyways..................
***hugs to the good old T610*** =D




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mini pic spam=)

forgive me.........................

but i can't help putting up the pics!!!!!

CHANGMIN:

arghhhh!!! he is gorgeous.......(yes!!!)

i doenoe...his features always reminds me of a sculpture=)

and this is FUNNY! =)

and i just love how studious ChangMin looks in this pic.....

btw...this guy has good brains....oh yea he does.....pretty darn good i tell ya.....

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Jump for JOY=)

hahax
i m soooo happy!!!
cus...

YAY!!! I BOUGHT TICKETS TO WATCH THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA!!!
even though it is CAT C and costs a bomb......( a bomb that weighs S$97. hehe)
i don't mind!!!! seriously!! because it is worth it=)
i am for the first time in my life, not pained by an exhorbitant purchase....
even though i am kinda broke because of it,

i can say that i am HAPPILY BROKE!!!

hahax^^
i m going to watch it on the 8th of May with Alice and YiKai.
woohoo!! so excited=) can't wait to meet the story in real time=)


had student activity at PC today=))
gosh...i am so glad it all went well=) and that people participated^^
3kisses for all those who came!!!
and i hope you all learnt something and had fun=)
i am happy, really happy to be able to contribute^^


i have been watching DBSK videos again=))
and..............i watched the STAR KING videos...........and.................
arghhh!!!!!!!!!the MINI DBSK was so cute....those little kids look alot like the real ones!!!
and kids say the darnest but CUTEST things=D
and i LOVE the part where Changmin and YunHo carried their mini-versions when Micky had to do catwalk with his mini-version=)))
and the CUTEST??? when XIAH JUNSU and his 6yearold version looked at the screen with Xiah's trademake "2fists by the cheek" smile....and upon finishing...KISSED each other=)!!!!!

it was just SOOOOOOOOOO SWEET AND CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!*faints*

guess what?
5 cute Kids and 5 handsome and cute guys= best show ever!!!!


hahahax^^







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the wind............

As i sat on the non air-conditioned 74 i realised with a little smile that i really enjoy rides on non air con buses when:

-it isnt scorching outside
-i am next to the window
-the window is thrown WIDE OPEN=)

i just love it when the wind just blows in. it feels so soft, nice and relaxing. It carasses your face and i like the way it feels. It makes me feel especially refreshed when i am on the morning bus and the cool wet wind hits my face and i breathe in the fresh dewy morning air as the bus speeds along the road.
i don't care if my hair is all messed up and i get off the bus with my hair in a slightly ruffled mess......
cus i love the wind in my face!

JuBilaTion

WOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!




hahax
this mad girl stayed up till 1.30am just to cram japanese into her small brain
because she had a placement test today............and she thought she wouldnot make it.........
she got kancheong panic attacks from tuesday to friday.........................


and guess what????????




I PASSED!!!!
officially in basic japanese 102=) yay......small advancement....

test was uber basic.............(smiles.yay!).............





but..........................
i passed!!!!!
i really thought i wouldnt make it..........







**floating on cloud nine**







somebody get me a safety harness before i fall=/


hahax=P



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School's back!!! with all it warth........

oh yeA
in a blink of an eye, i am already towards the end of my first week back at NgeeAnn as an ECH yaer2 student.....

i must say that.....it is rather overwhelming....all the new modules......
lets just say that it is going to be a CHALLANGING semester???
i mean.....from this semester on......I HAVE TO TEACH!!!! how cool is that??? but, I M NERVOUS all the same........
oh.....and did i meantion that we have to write mini thesises for quite a number of modules???? and that there is a module called Academic Writing( expository etc. you know........oh and grammer??? and reserch??? citations??? referencing?????) but i do know that having knowledege of Academic writing is GOOD! i bet it's going to save a little of my ass if i go to the University in future...so, oh yeA....RAPT attention is a definite must.

anyways, i went for my first Basic Japanese lesson in Ngee Ann on monday.
they werent kidding when they said basic........
so instead of learning things i have already learnt, i talked to my sensei. and SO.......i am going to have a placement test for my japanese tomorrow to see if i can move on to a higher level!!!!!!
i am so nervous, since yesterday actually.......
i really really really hope i can do well!!!!!

oh, and today, my entire D class missed financial management lecture because we thought there wasnt any class due to a miscommunication......the poor lecturer waited in an empty classroom....haish.......so we all ended up gallavanting around the west side of singapore( for my friends and i, it was jurong point and a pig out session at the SUBWAY there^^) or going home. And....my friend and i spent most of our time in TOYS'R US!!!!! haha....we arent in the early childhood field for nothing you know.....hehe......gosh....it was FUN!!!!! haha....like the time that i went with Jess^^.....
oh.......and i played Daytona USA at the arcade with my friends at Jurong Point today, for the first time in my ENTIRE life!!!! I got 3rd place!!.....My gal friends and i totally hogged the whole row of Daytona machines.......well, for one thing....we scream ALOT while driving...hehe. Well, we are girls...hee.....
by the way....ITS ADDICTIVE!!! i think if they let me play one more round, i will never have stepped out of the game arcade.....hahax.....
do i sound like i have no childhood????????=PpP


well, another piece of good news=)))
XM CHORALE got GOLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! weeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so happy for them^^ i thought they couldnt make it at first........YAY!!!!



just had good talk about my current life condition -esp. of arrogance with mommy.............
i want to stop......i want to have the strength to stop being such a snob who sticks up her nose, who thinks she is better than others, who thinks her way of doing things is better, who uses the word "I" alot, who is self centered, who chooses who to be compassionate to................................


"self retorspect....................
realise the cause laid for it all.......
feel for the person you hate, you despise........
chant for that person, and identify their life condition with yours............................and reflect.....knowing that you are arrogant and not doing anything about it makes the arrogance in you double.................channel it towards kosenrufu...........instead of wanting to be ahead of others, or belittle others, fiercely want others to chant infront of the Gohonzon..........chant your daimoku and self-retrospect......................arrogance triggers cancer....cancer cells are fierce, strong and surpresses all other organisms with their might, just like the life condition of arrogance....remember that mother and daughter share the same karma, a deep karmic bond.........you continue, you may end up worse than i am...................you are fortunate, you start young.........................."

thats what mommy said to me after all my overload of "I....." sentences on her..................about difficulties and stuff...............................................





thank you mommy...................................veryveryvery much......................ずっと感謝する。







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last day before a new semester begins....................

haha.
just got back home like maybe 2hrs ago???
lets just say i made good use of the last day i had before school starts.

Had Oko in the morning....
followed by a session of choir at PC....
then Mae, Jia Quan and I headed to Tampines Mall for MOVIE!!!!
woohoo!
had lunch at the foodcourt there....
we all had korean food...the kimchi was darn good compared to other places...SERIOUS!!
then we headed to the cinema...watched 200pound Beauty......a korean movie..

IT WAS SO TOUCHING!!!!!!!!!! so nice!!!! i cried quite abit though.....could feel the tears running down my cheeks and onto my neck.......

GO WATCH IT PEOPLE!!!!



then JiaQuan and I headed to VivoCity....for another makan session!!! with YiKai, WeiChuan, Kang Wei and Hong Ming..........at HK Kim Gary Cafe......
JiaQuan and I were very late though.....the rest waited for us for soooo looong....sOrryy!!!
haish.......
gosh...i think PC people have alot of yuan with this reataurant or something....the 3 times i went Vivo for a makan session, it was all with PC ppl and all at the HK Cafe....LOL
but the food was good all them same=) and the company was fun too^^ the guys were stuffed though....they had the signature cheese baked rice dishes......i just took noodles....or else it would mean that i have been stuffing my face for 2 days!!

after footing the bill, the bunch of us went up to this rooftop place with lotsa water around at the top of vivo....it was beautiful....i havent been to that part of vivo before, and i must say that it is quite nice...relaxing even.....if you peer properly, you can see that there are stars staring back at you in the vast night sky.......if you hear properly, you can hear the light swoshing of the waves.......we then sat (some lay) on the grass up there and sang a little and crapped a little before i really had to go.....
we headed back towards the mrt.....
and then we passed by CandyEmpire......

some were full and yet had the capacity to buy chocs......
well, being able to eat is a good thing^^
hahax....but....aiya......who says no to chocs seriously????
lucky i have them at home....wakaka^^ thanks KaiPa and thanks didi! for restocking the house's supply recently....hehe
Still can't get over the ROYCE Nama Chocolate (Japan) though.....
didn't manage to find it at CandyEmpire...dang=/
takashimaya should have i guess^^ **drools**

right now, i am dreaming of a ticket to the Phantom of the Opera!!!!!
**swoons** i so want to see it!!! it is such a BEAUTIFUL show.......and such WOW beyond words music!!! [money saving time=PP] hahaha...
andrew lyodd webber is a genius. Period.

schools starting!!!
nervous...excited....arghhh!!!!! well....fighting!!!




be strict with yourself girl!!! jiayou! ganbarimasu yo! fightin!!

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tired but happy^^

just got back from the reunion with my friends from secondary school=)

and i am so HAPPY!!!!

i met so many people that i havent seen in ages!!
other than Sarah, Joanne, HuiJeen.................

there was: JiaYong, YongJun, WeiYing,Jon Lee, Wen Qin, Joyce, Sharon, HuiMin, Charlene (she's teaching in XMS now!!!o.O!), Eric, Wan Ling,

and seriously.................a gazzilion other people that i saw.....
not counting the teachers....
woAAaa



after the HOMECAOMING DAY at XMS wrapped up after a slight bout of rain, the bunch of ex4e4 and/or 2E4 went of for a makan session at Fish & CO.^^ the one next to park mall.
we joked the entire evening away.=))

our table was extreamly long owing to the fact that we had 16people!! o.O haha.
but, the "feng shui" of the table was kinda good i guess....haha....cus the TV was at the Top of our table, so one side culd just look up and oogle at the screen ( soccer was on, repeat match though.....but it still kept the guys eyes on it alot....haha)
but it was quite a cute sights to see like the whole row looking up at the screen...hahax!


caught up alot with sarah, huijeen and joanne today.....
hehe...learnt about the gossips in their respective schools.....
and.........some of the people being gossiped about were those i knew from my first 3 month JC period!!!!!! gosh!!!!!!!!! i can't believe it!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahah!!!!!!!

and.........gosh.....my friends all became sportsmen liao la.....0.O
even Sarah is in NY Soccer!!! cool^^

and....yea....Joanne is in Cricket.=))

cool man.

and me?????
ahahahahax
ehhhhhhhhz........................いま、私本とにわからないですね。
maybe someday ba=PPP


hahax

and today i made a couple of "new" friends
i mean, for example, although i knew yong jun and wei ying........
well we all never really got to talk much in school(xms),
but yea, it was fun getting to know them=)
nice people all of them^^



i am totally stuffed after the oversized serving of Fish&Chips from Fish&CO.
will puke at the sight of food right now.......
luckily, it was my first real meal of the day......as in i had breakfast and all...but it was all tiny.....
so the GIANORMOUS portion from dinner balances out
haha......
but the people near me at the table were like.......
"woAA!!! u crossed the finish line!!!" when i finished the last bit of food.....

but i had to admit i was REALLY THE SLOWEST IN THE ENTIRE TABLE (not counting the latecomers....)o.O

hehe.

well, i really look foward to these kind of stuff in the future^^
ohyeaAA......=))






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Excited!!!!!!

Woot~!!!

In about 1-2hrs............
i am going to meet my good old gal frens from XinMin^^
Namely Joanne, Sarah and HuiJeen=D
as well as others if possible^^, cus it's XinMin's Homecoming Day today=)
i missed last year's one owing to the fact that i was away in Japan for Tozan^^

gosh...........................
i mean.....when was the last time the four of us got together????????!!!!
and i havent seen Sarah in..............AGES!!!!!!
i miss you Sarah!!


i mean...i just met joanne and huijeen 1-2weeks ago.....
but.....Sarah!!!!! arghhhh!!!!!!!



Can't wait!!!=D

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Schools STARTING!!!!!!!!!

i know i sound like a nutcase to most people by saying this....

but....

I M SO EXCITED THAT SCHOOL IS STARTING!!!!!!!!!
because i am sick of "nua-ing" at home aimlessly......

i know i wanted to do alot alot of things...but...seriously......

i am quite a procrastinator( wonder if i spelt it right...??? dang....after all these years i still can't get it.....boo)

anyways......back to the topic....
yea...a new semester marks a new beginning....the first day of term is going to be exciting for me because i am going for my first ever japanese lesson in NgeeAnn!!! woot~~!! i am going to meet my new せんせい（先生）[teacher]. YAY!!
先生、はじめまして。よるしくおねがいします！それから、私は一歩一歩がんばりますね！(sensei, hajimemashite, yorushiku onegaishimasu! sorekara, watashi wa ippo ippo ganbarimasu ne!) [teacher, this is the first time i am meeting you, 请多多指教！From now on, with every step on the way, i will do my very best to learn]

do i sound mad????

haha.

anyways....i want to start being very very serious about what i do....have fun but be serious at the same time ***ahem.....can someone explain what this crazy girl means??? she contradicts herself=PP****

as in...hmn.....how do i explain it......
i have to admait that i haven't been diligent in my practice......
during the Student Advance..........i learnt alot......it was painful at quite a few times( almost like being slapped in the face)....but i learnt and i am grateful for that.
but one thing was about strictness being the new IN thing.
i have to be strict with myself with regards to my practice.....
only will the rest fall in place..............
sometime.....i really really want to....yet......sometimes.....it becomes too habitual...till there is no feeling at all.........
i want to climb out from the pit that i have fallen in to.........
*hear me....help me...............*

Sometimes, i just want to pack up and leave.......
Go somewhere where people don't know me....
Fly somewhere where everything is a new experience...
Reside somewhere new and learn of new people..........
seriously!! i get this sudden urges to book myself on a plane and fly......
luckily i am a broke girl......
and i know that flying off like that is quite irresponsible at times isnt it????
urghhhh!!!!!

but sometimes.......it feels like i am running away..........from something and i don't know what.......
( someone just stand up and say "this gal is problematic"seesh....)

there are so many dreams and goals that i want to achieve.....
i keep asking myself though.....are you even up to it......

ha.

but i cant just wallow in self doubt.....and wait for things to materialise....
i must fight...for what i want, what i dream...........
and pray for the understanding of those beside me................................................

it's just that......................
it really hurts when you feel that people don't believe you can make it........

i think i scared my lil'bro that day after student advance when we got home..........we had a nice long chat but i broke down.....................it was then that both my bro and i realised how much pain can be trapped within...........
pain of which some i dont even know the source......
am i going mad?? haha.....
i am not having depression am i?????!!!=/
it felt good to cry though.......
and i learnt that i have a great lil'bro...really.....he is going to grow up to be a good person....

i know this may sound alittle bonkers......
but, i sometimes just want to have a real good crying jag in the protective embrace of someone else and let loose and bawl.....hah.....havent done that yet though........................
not in a very extreamly long time.........................
last person was either grandma, papa or mama....see....i dont even remember,. seesh......


Lonliness accompanied by other lonely souls....:
i peer at the world from within my grey dark room,
i hide the monochomatic world i live in,
with bright paints to cover the gloom.

i thought i was all alone in this daily ritual,
but it turned out that i have similar neighbours
with every turn of the road i go.

they hang their lawns with colourful streamers
proclaiming joy to all.....
but yet i know the other side of their curtains,
is a grey shadow that grows dark and tall.

when will the sun shine into the gloom of these homes?
and paint the inside with rainbows too?
i know these colourful homes exsits somewhere.....
but the journey to it can be tiring though....

when will we open our hearts and show clearly,
the pain that is evident within it?
and yet still stand with our head held high,
walking on without turning back........





do i even dare?





just listen to my heart.........................hear me........................are you there?












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Daddy's Gifts=PP

wakakakakaka

Daddy came back from Vietnam today^^

and i am in a total blissful shock=D

Mom asked him to get her DiorAddict lipsticks for her at the DFS inside the checkin lounge area....cus her's are really almost finished......

and on top of that........

Dad got me the new 2007 Dior Flight Palette!!!!!!!

here are some pics i got off the net.

i can't even believe i am writing this........

this make up palette that they just launched for 2007 is the extension of DIOR's bag range DIOR FLIGHT which has the signature Orange tag (that also appears on this makeup palette) which says "REMOVE BEFORE FLIGHT" and of course Christian Dior's signature big metal "D"

The make up palette's casing is made of leather (or so they say-it smells like it though.haha) ..........

gosh...it so chic i can't bear to use it!!! arghhh!!!!!!

i guess i am shocked cause daddy seldom buys this kind of stuff for me.

therefore this HAS to go down in history somewhere=)

**tada**

my first branded makeup palette is from Christian Dior and was given to me by my daddy=)

and he also got me a white and pink Nike top^^ just do it man...wakaka

totally love it too=)) woohoo!

hmn......i am beginning to sound like a branded goods whore....*yauch*

well.....its just that its a really beautiful surprise so much so that i cant help but gush about it alittle^^ thats all.

i am gonna keep the gifts for life=D like all the gifts that my parents have given me......

this is the reason why my mom screams at me sometimes....for keeping too much so called "junk"...

bleahxxx

yea=) and mommy got me new jeans over the weekend=)) ---hey....this time no brand de k? haha.....

but though it isnt a branded good l(like what? miss sixty? zara? levis? lees?)

it still RAWKS!!!!

haha.

i totally love it like crazy!!!=D

Thanks mom thanks dad!

woo!!!

been addicted to Soompi forums recently....(due to the fact that i am stuck home for the hols. since i aint working=PP)

i love the pic spam of my fav korean group DBSK, oh...and SE7EN!!

YAY!!!

and they have this lifestyle and fashion thread in there......

and i am addicted to the clothes pic spam there as well!!! esp the Asian Fob style thread....

dang...i so totally want the clothes and shoes in there!!!!!! arghhh!!!!!!

**retial therepy deprived=PP**

okay.....i admit...i did have a session of retail therepy today......

hee^^

went VIVOCITY with jessica.=D

ate a "sinful" lunch at the HK cafe- had the fish and cheese backed rice!!!!!

and and equally "sinful" breaktime dessert after a round of window shopping and getting stuff at GIANT for the student advance.

hee.....jessica had Anderson's Belgium chocolate

while i had Rum&Raisin.....

and we spent ALOT of time in TOY'S R US!!!!

its FUN=)) (right jess????haha)

and......seriously....kids are so xing fu (fortunate) these days!

some of the toys are so sophisicated even i also don't know how to play=P

and we saw this cushy caterpillar toy for 3mth old babies in there....

it was cool i tell you.....

it taught numbers........

colours...

and...CLASSICAL MUSIC!!!!

it had Mozart!!, Vivaldi!!, Beethoven!!, Bach!!, and i forgot the other one......

its so INTERESTING!

and i saw lots of reasonable toys that i could envision myself buying to use in my preschool classroom in future=)

and as gifts for little kids=)

(my lecturer Corina wasnt lying when she said that one can get good toys below $10. She tells her kids that they can only pick a toy below $10, at home before they head to a day at the shopping centre)

and they have HUGE bears and other animals in TOY'S R US.....

and they are very very HUGGABLE!!!

couldnt help being reminded of korea's bear meuseum that is featured in Goong and GoongS=)

I LOVE TOY'S R US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got in touch with my inner kiddo today! love it=)

wakakakakakaka

there was this part where jessica n i were trying out the dart board and laughing like 2 big kids when a real little kid walked past and stood there and stared at us.....

we stopped and walked away in an albiet "paishehs" manner=PP

*teehee**

i had FUN today!=)

yay^^

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boredom leads to fanatical obsessions=PPP

hahahahahah

okok

i make it sound so bad.....

of course people entertain themselves when they are bored......so duh....of course i did!!!

with......

watching 궁S (GoongS aka Prince Hours)

it's story has totally nothing to do with Princess Hours. It's really just a special version of Goong=) which explains the S in the title=D SO seriously...people should stop comparing the two......i mean....wadsup with u guys???(ppl who dissmiss GoongS as a waste of time)........can't you see that the actresses and actors put alot of effort into filming??? and that it is really a sweet story that is totally watchable??? Plus there is eye candy for EVERYBODY!! Hey....there is SE7EN.......and erm...Kang Doo for the girls..and not to forget the Queen's boyfriend...the quite good looking european leacturer^^....and Hyo Yi Jae, Park Shin Hye

and Myung Se Bin (and more) for the guys.=)) *chuckles*

Seesh........

all that i am saying is that...hey....give 궁S a chance people!!!

and i m serious.....

it's CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

here are some pics=PPP

Handsome and pretty people.............=PP

and........the BEST KISS in the show!!!

hehe^^

and i seriously am falling for Se7en...the main character=PPP

he is so cute!!!!!! wakakakakakaka

just look at him!!!!! ( go c the show la...and u will understand=PP---gals only i suppose)

hee^^
so cute man his expression*faints*....

die.........told you its a fanatical obsession didnt i?? jkjk=PP

all the females in the show are pretty........

but i especially like the Lady Emperor (Yew Wang Pye Ha) acted by Myung Se Bin=))

LOOK:

gorgeous and elegant...=)

here's another when she isnt in character=)) Pretty lady ya??? Good genes...*sigh

Hahahahahx=)))

Really love this show=))


and the OST rawks!!!!! they have songs by HOWL and J ( previously appeared in the princesshours soundtrack)



and........
they have a song from DBSK 's O Jung.Ban.Hap. album! titled REMEMBER=))





don't worry DBSK......
though i can be obsessed with SE7EN , GoongS and its cast.......



i STILL LIKE YOU GUYS ALOTALOT=))



hahaha.
can't wait for their new jap album to hit the shores of Singapore=PP
and.....can they come to S'pore????????? when are they coming...*sigh*


here's a random pic of DBSK=) DBSK aja aja fightin! GAMARIMASU NE=)

shuai right???? hahahahahx=PPP

credits:

www.goong-s.com

http://honeyfelton.multiply.com/photos/album/27

and Soompi Forums=)

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