Excited!!!!!!

Woot~!!!

In about 1-2hrs............
i am going to meet my good old gal frens from XinMin^^
Namely Joanne, Sarah and HuiJeen=D
as well as others if possible^^, cus it's XinMin's Homecoming Day today=)
i missed last year's one owing to the fact that i was away in Japan for Tozan^^

gosh...........................
i mean.....when was the last time the four of us got together????????!!!!
and i havent seen Sarah in..............AGES!!!!!!
i miss you Sarah!!


i mean...i just met joanne and huijeen 1-2weeks ago.....
but.....Sarah!!!!! arghhhh!!!!!!!



Can't wait!!!=D

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Schools STARTING!!!!!!!!!

i know i sound like a nutcase to most people by saying this....

but....

I M SO EXCITED THAT SCHOOL IS STARTING!!!!!!!!!
because i am sick of "nua-ing" at home aimlessly......

i know i wanted to do alot alot of things...but...seriously......

i am quite a procrastinator( wonder if i spelt it right...??? dang....after all these years i still can't get it.....boo)

anyways......back to the topic....
yea...a new semester marks a new beginning....the first day of term is going to be exciting for me because i am going for my first ever japanese lesson in NgeeAnn!!! woot~~!! i am going to meet my new せんせい（先生）[teacher]. YAY!!
先生、はじめまして。よるしくおねがいします！それから、私は一歩一歩がんばりますね！(sensei, hajimemashite, yorushiku onegaishimasu! sorekara, watashi wa ippo ippo ganbarimasu ne!) [teacher, this is the first time i am meeting you, 请多多指教！From now on, with every step on the way, i will do my very best to learn]

do i sound mad????

haha.

anyways....i want to start being very very serious about what i do....have fun but be serious at the same time ***ahem.....can someone explain what this crazy girl means??? she contradicts herself=PP****

as in...hmn.....how do i explain it......
i have to admait that i haven't been diligent in my practice......
during the Student Advance..........i learnt alot......it was painful at quite a few times( almost like being slapped in the face)....but i learnt and i am grateful for that.
but one thing was about strictness being the new IN thing.
i have to be strict with myself with regards to my practice.....
only will the rest fall in place..............
sometime.....i really really want to....yet......sometimes.....it becomes too habitual...till there is no feeling at all.........
i want to climb out from the pit that i have fallen in to.........
*hear me....help me...............*

Sometimes, i just want to pack up and leave.......
Go somewhere where people don't know me....
Fly somewhere where everything is a new experience...
Reside somewhere new and learn of new people..........
seriously!! i get this sudden urges to book myself on a plane and fly......
luckily i am a broke girl......
and i know that flying off like that is quite irresponsible at times isnt it????
urghhhh!!!!!

but sometimes.......it feels like i am running away..........from something and i don't know what.......
( someone just stand up and say "this gal is problematic"seesh....)

there are so many dreams and goals that i want to achieve.....
i keep asking myself though.....are you even up to it......

ha.

but i cant just wallow in self doubt.....and wait for things to materialise....
i must fight...for what i want, what i dream...........
and pray for the understanding of those beside me................................................

it's just that......................
it really hurts when you feel that people don't believe you can make it........

i think i scared my lil'bro that day after student advance when we got home..........we had a nice long chat but i broke down.....................it was then that both my bro and i realised how much pain can be trapped within...........
pain of which some i dont even know the source......
am i going mad?? haha.....
i am not having depression am i?????!!!=/
it felt good to cry though.......
and i learnt that i have a great lil'bro...really.....he is going to grow up to be a good person....

i know this may sound alittle bonkers......
but, i sometimes just want to have a real good crying jag in the protective embrace of someone else and let loose and bawl.....hah.....havent done that yet though........................
not in a very extreamly long time.........................
last person was either grandma, papa or mama....see....i dont even remember,. seesh......


Lonliness accompanied by other lonely souls....:
i peer at the world from within my grey dark room,
i hide the monochomatic world i live in,
with bright paints to cover the gloom.

i thought i was all alone in this daily ritual,
but it turned out that i have similar neighbours
with every turn of the road i go.

they hang their lawns with colourful streamers
proclaiming joy to all.....
but yet i know the other side of their curtains,
is a grey shadow that grows dark and tall.

when will the sun shine into the gloom of these homes?
and paint the inside with rainbows too?
i know these colourful homes exsits somewhere.....
but the journey to it can be tiring though....

when will we open our hearts and show clearly,
the pain that is evident within it?
and yet still stand with our head held high,
walking on without turning back........





do i even dare?





just listen to my heart.........................hear me........................are you there?












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Daddy's Gifts=PP

wakakakakaka

Daddy came back from Vietnam today^^

and i am in a total blissful shock=D

Mom asked him to get her DiorAddict lipsticks for her at the DFS inside the checkin lounge area....cus her's are really almost finished......

and on top of that........

Dad got me the new 2007 Dior Flight Palette!!!!!!!

here are some pics i got off the net.

i can't even believe i am writing this........

this make up palette that they just launched for 2007 is the extension of DIOR's bag range DIOR FLIGHT which has the signature Orange tag (that also appears on this makeup palette) which says "REMOVE BEFORE FLIGHT" and of course Christian Dior's signature big metal "D"

The make up palette's casing is made of leather (or so they say-it smells like it though.haha) ..........

gosh...it so chic i can't bear to use it!!! arghhh!!!!!!

i guess i am shocked cause daddy seldom buys this kind of stuff for me.

therefore this HAS to go down in history somewhere=)

**tada**

my first branded makeup palette is from Christian Dior and was given to me by my daddy=)

and he also got me a white and pink Nike top^^ just do it man...wakaka

totally love it too=)) woohoo!

hmn......i am beginning to sound like a branded goods whore....*yauch*

well.....its just that its a really beautiful surprise so much so that i cant help but gush about it alittle^^ thats all.

i am gonna keep the gifts for life=D like all the gifts that my parents have given me......

this is the reason why my mom screams at me sometimes....for keeping too much so called "junk"...

bleahxxx

yea=) and mommy got me new jeans over the weekend=)) ---hey....this time no brand de k? haha.....

but though it isnt a branded good l(like what? miss sixty? zara? levis? lees?)

it still RAWKS!!!!

haha.

i totally love it like crazy!!!=D

Thanks mom thanks dad!

woo!!!

been addicted to Soompi forums recently....(due to the fact that i am stuck home for the hols. since i aint working=PP)

i love the pic spam of my fav korean group DBSK, oh...and SE7EN!!

YAY!!!

and they have this lifestyle and fashion thread in there......

and i am addicted to the clothes pic spam there as well!!! esp the Asian Fob style thread....

dang...i so totally want the clothes and shoes in there!!!!!! arghhh!!!!!!

**retial therepy deprived=PP**

okay.....i admit...i did have a session of retail therepy today......

hee^^

went VIVOCITY with jessica.=D

ate a "sinful" lunch at the HK cafe- had the fish and cheese backed rice!!!!!

and and equally "sinful" breaktime dessert after a round of window shopping and getting stuff at GIANT for the student advance.

hee.....jessica had Anderson's Belgium chocolate

while i had Rum&Raisin.....

and we spent ALOT of time in TOY'S R US!!!!

its FUN=)) (right jess????haha)

and......seriously....kids are so xing fu (fortunate) these days!

some of the toys are so sophisicated even i also don't know how to play=P

and we saw this cushy caterpillar toy for 3mth old babies in there....

it was cool i tell you.....

it taught numbers........

colours...

and...CLASSICAL MUSIC!!!!

it had Mozart!!, Vivaldi!!, Beethoven!!, Bach!!, and i forgot the other one......

its so INTERESTING!

and i saw lots of reasonable toys that i could envision myself buying to use in my preschool classroom in future=)

and as gifts for little kids=)

(my lecturer Corina wasnt lying when she said that one can get good toys below $10. She tells her kids that they can only pick a toy below $10, at home before they head to a day at the shopping centre)

and they have HUGE bears and other animals in TOY'S R US.....

and they are very very HUGGABLE!!!

couldnt help being reminded of korea's bear meuseum that is featured in Goong and GoongS=)

I LOVE TOY'S R US!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

got in touch with my inner kiddo today! love it=)

wakakakakakaka

there was this part where jessica n i were trying out the dart board and laughing like 2 big kids when a real little kid walked past and stood there and stared at us.....

we stopped and walked away in an albiet "paishehs" manner=PP

*teehee**

i had FUN today!=)

yay^^

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boredom leads to fanatical obsessions=PPP

hahahahahah

okok

i make it sound so bad.....

of course people entertain themselves when they are bored......so duh....of course i did!!!

with......

watching 궁S (GoongS aka Prince Hours)

it's story has totally nothing to do with Princess Hours. It's really just a special version of Goong=) which explains the S in the title=D SO seriously...people should stop comparing the two......i mean....wadsup with u guys???(ppl who dissmiss GoongS as a waste of time)........can't you see that the actresses and actors put alot of effort into filming??? and that it is really a sweet story that is totally watchable??? Plus there is eye candy for EVERYBODY!! Hey....there is SE7EN.......and erm...Kang Doo for the girls..and not to forget the Queen's boyfriend...the quite good looking european leacturer^^....and Hyo Yi Jae, Park Shin Hye

and Myung Se Bin (and more) for the guys.=)) *chuckles*

Seesh........

all that i am saying is that...hey....give 궁S a chance people!!!

and i m serious.....

it's CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

here are some pics=PPP

Handsome and pretty people.............=PP

and........the BEST KISS in the show!!!

hehe^^

and i seriously am falling for Se7en...the main character=PPP

he is so cute!!!!!! wakakakakakaka

just look at him!!!!! ( go c the show la...and u will understand=PP---gals only i suppose)

hee^^
so cute man his expression*faints*....

die.........told you its a fanatical obsession didnt i?? jkjk=PP

all the females in the show are pretty........

but i especially like the Lady Emperor (Yew Wang Pye Ha) acted by Myung Se Bin=))

LOOK:

gorgeous and elegant...=)

here's another when she isnt in character=)) Pretty lady ya??? Good genes...*sigh

Hahahahahx=)))

Really love this show=))


and the OST rawks!!!!! they have songs by HOWL and J ( previously appeared in the princesshours soundtrack)



and........
they have a song from DBSK 's O Jung.Ban.Hap. album! titled REMEMBER=))





don't worry DBSK......
though i can be obsessed with SE7EN , GoongS and its cast.......



i STILL LIKE YOU GUYS ALOTALOT=))



hahaha.
can't wait for their new jap album to hit the shores of Singapore=PP
and.....can they come to S'pore????????? when are they coming...*sigh*


here's a random pic of DBSK=) DBSK aja aja fightin! GAMARIMASU NE=)

shuai right???? hahahahahx=PPP

credits:

www.goong-s.com

http://honeyfelton.multiply.com/photos/album/27

and Soompi Forums=)

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i am a crazy "genius"

yEa...

i am such a "genius"
on friday.....i was walking to PC's entrace and had to walk pass the garage.....
while chasing after wendeline as she went through the maze of motorbikes parked there......

so....i ended up managing to grab her tiny little hand in a small space between the garage door and the silver car parked infront of it...

what i didn't know was, my jeans had caught onto the corner of the silver car's number plate.......

i moved my leg to start walking....
and the next thing i knew.....

a third of the car's number plate (the part with the letters infront) came off!!!!!!!

wendeline and i stared at the car in shock.......

then wendeline's mom came up......
i asked her whose car it was...........



she said...."Reverend"









i almost fainted.........

i broke the number plate of Reverend Kato's car!!!!!!!!!!!
and it wasnt any other same old friday!!! there were overseas reverends there that night and the car was to be used by them!!!!!

i can't believe it.....

these things do happen......

i was practically hyperventilating=/






told you i am a "genius"




i walked into PC carrying a third of a number plate ( it felt cold by the way...)
people stared at me...well mostly the ushers anyway....


the ushers and the receptionist...i really want to thank them....
for helping me convey my apologies to Rev.Kato during such a busy time where guests were around as well as the ushers who help me temporarily resolve the issue.....





i couldnt forgive myself for not apologising face to face though...

so the next day, i went for morning gongyo and apologised to Rev.Kato.

Thankfully, he was really really nice and understanding about it=) "whew.."






but i still can't forget that i was such a clumsy dork ( haha...see...i contradict myself=/)heh....





but something kaofu said somehow touched me inside.....
he said "were you hurt??" and "you could have been badly cut"

those two sentences made me just suddenly feel so protected by the Gohonzon......


yea....he's right...i could have been hurt.....

i must really aprreciate this...







back to Friday night=))....
Went with Mae and Almeida to Bugis and had a nice makan session with them=))) at ajisen ramen..haha...volcano sauce..YUMMM.....hehe

the we went over to TCC=))) OOOOoooooo coffee=)))wakakakakak
had a really nice time drinking our iced lattes and frappes (OO sinful=PP hehe) whicle chating about anything and everything, from whether the waiter was a guy or a girl to cosmetic surgery to manymany many more stuff=))) let's go out again soon=)) **huggs**
i luuurrrve the red cushy couch in TCC=)) Nice interior too ( the one at bugis but not the one next to ajisen=P)

but i guess i got home kinda late....mom wanted to slp n she had to wait up for me=/ she was kinda mad. haishhh....oh well...




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My Celebrity Look-alikes

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.





hahahax....saw jessica's blog and saw her version....
couldnt resist trying out too=P

well....wadaya think????
i think that maybe it is slightly similar because i am asian after all and most of the celebs that come out are asian???

puahahhhahha=P
theres a guy in there too
he is the jap's meteor garden's domyoji if i ain't wrong

haha
can't stop giggling=P
i tried another photo and Rain(Bi) turned up!!
i am so gonna try my brother's pic=PPP


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JOBS

hello hello
guess what i have been doing from monday till today( thursday)????
i landed myself a JOB...as a telemarketer
for TRUE YOGA........

but...
i quit today(thursday)=P

it wasnt exactly my cup of tea.....
i dont like the idea of forcing or using means and ways to entice people to come down for a free 7 days trial of yoga......
though if i could i would grab the trail tingy...cus...i wanna try yoga=P too bad i aint 21 yet...sobbs

anyways...back to the job thingy......
well...pay is alright........7 bucks an hour.......
people there are alright.....
the timing is 1pm -6pm...meaning i can sleep in.....

but...it just isnt the type of job for me i guess.......
its a matter of personality......

i'd rather do data entry or type stuff.........

however.......it has made me realise that.....
i know that i was meant for greater things than just sitting there like in this job....
i want to bring warmth and love to people through what i do in the future....
to touch the lives and inspire others.......
and i also realised that......not only is singapore my stage........
but the world is my stage=)
it has also replenished the fuel for my love of children and my diploma course in Ngee Ann=) ECH^^

and now that i am "free-er"
i can do things that i want in the next few days=)
like...painting......creating something?? like a bag???.....do arty farty stuffies=)
ohhhh....and read??? and hit the gym or pool downstairs???
watch VCDs and DVDs???-can't wait to get my hands of THE HOSPITAL^^
learn japanese??
learn korean??
learn piano???
practice singing???
finish typing an article=PP???
finish painting group flag???
blahhs-----



yepp=)) so much to do!!!

totally gonna love the next few days ahead=)))

----ohhh...and by the way....just realised that the area next to UOB Plaza....at the banks of Singapore River.........where the BIRD sculpture by BOTERO is........
i find that is a nice area for a photoshoot.......the angle and structures around......is really.....
hmn.....
**sigh**
***moment of randomness***


life is beautiful, it's beautiful to me.............



if you wanna be loved...love and be lovable.....(forgot who said this...its an american....erm...benjamin franklin???i think..)






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